2017; CHEESY GAL

It's 11.44 p.m. I just got up from my bed, I actually tried to sleep earlier because my mom is not feeling well today at the very first day of school. Monday blues I think but today is Tuesday so maybe her antibody is shocked with the kids and busy schedule after a month oh school holiday. But it obviously didn't work because I'm right here still writing, right?

So, I thought about the people who come and go through out my life in 2017.Guess what, I remembered my crush! My longest crush in my WHOLE life (3 MONTHS!), who turned me into a cheesy girl back then.

We first met, well not really. Everyone met him since he was one of the committee of Health Awareness Seminar that we (read: six formers) went on what month I can't remember. So he was the photographer during that day. And guess what my bff Mushi somehow managed to get him take a picture of US! I mean Mushi and I not that boy and me. Pfffttt. The 'rumours' I said, spread so fast that the whole class knew I had crush on him! Social media, guys. *geleng kepala* so the next day, my class monitor, Ayu (Yup she's a girl) sent a picture of him taken on the same day as the seminar. BUT SHE SENT IT TO OUR CLASS WHATSAPP GROUP INSTEAD OF ME. Everyone in the group made fuss about it. I'm soooooo embarrassed and eventually denied that I liked him haha. The boys kutuk-kutuk him like, 'meh sini aku carik gambar dia yang pandang kamera, nak tengok boleh jatuh hati ke tak'. I was like, 'dude what the hell dia tak buat salah pape pun siap ambik gambar korang lagi ish dengki betul'. I wasn't hurt or anything, knewing that they were just dengki. Well Ayu said sorry after that and I knew she mistakenly sent it to the wrong place. Of course I forgave her, after she gave me his Instagram name.

I was happy more than I'm embarrassed haha I gotta be kidding you but I'm not. I could stalk him every week, what he's up to and all the things stalker do. But I chose the Islamic way guys, can you believed me? I chose to not follow him on Instagram but I forced Mushi to follow him instead. So I would'nt be too leka remembering him haha.

Weeks after, Mushi told me he got a girlfriend. A Chinese. What do you expect. Such an extra ordinary guy here. I totally got it since he has a fair skin, almost looked Chinese at your first glare. I thought 'oh that's okay.' But soon, my friends started to make some silly jokes about him, told me to move on with that 'Chinese' guy, again and again. I cried, dude. For the first time. For a stranger guy whom I like. For the one who didn't know about my existence until today. And I will never do it again. But come on, they kacau me in the middle of reading a romance novel! So, of course I cried. I had a reason okay?!

I couldn't figure out why on earth I had crush on him at the first sight until today, few minute before, on my bed. My classmates kept asking and even bashed me for I had a terrible taste for a guy. I kept answering ''Dia handsome apa?" as a backup since I have no reason to like him. Well, I just like him, you know. But now I know.

He is a photographer.

I like photography.

 WE SHARED THE SAME PASSION!

I just knew it when I looked at several of his pictures on Instagram (yeah I followed him since I don't like him anymore). But I don't know I actually can write  A PAGE about my crush haha. So that's it. He was one of the people who came(accidentally) and go in my life in 2017.

p.s: I wonder the possibility of him falling in love with me when he looks back at his camera and FORTUNATELY glances at my face, get interested, scroll down who follows him secretly on Instagram and ditches his Chinese girlfriend for me.