RANDOM RANTS

Hello to anybody out there, reading this because it's been MONTHS since I last updated my blog. I know, I'm felt sorry for myself too for not keeping the promise to continuously update my life here. damn it, I can't believe I just did "Janji Melayu" coz indeed, I am a Malay!😆 So well, who the heck are those kids? Recently, I joined several programmes to be a facilitator. One of my friends ( ex-classmates) asked me to join it because the school she was teaching held the programme  for their students. Everyone on Earth who knew me well, knew that I dislike children (read: not friendly). But I decided to take on the offer anyway because I know it would be great! It would be great to go beyond my capability to actually communicates with the kids. It would be great to meet new people which I actually hate to meeting new person. Alhamdulillah all praises to Allah, it did turn out great and wonderful. I didn't expect that either. Since the camp wer

Okay obviously, that video cannot be opened, because I'm not going to copy some url whatsoever. Leceh. So, a few minutes ago, MY BELOVED AND VERY KIND CAT, Omot came into the house. Which iwas totally normal so ignored her and continued checking updates form my phone. But then, there was a moment when I realised taht she actually brought something with her. Something quite big. Somethig black. Something euw. A HUGE SALAMANDER !!!!!!! I'm not a person who got scared with animals, or reptiles in this case. But dude ! What do you expect me to do when that thing was struggling to death when Omot chased it like some mental cat other than SCREAMING ?!! I tried to shoo-ed her away using a broom. No, dont worry I love my cat so I didn't hit her I just 'scare' her. My attempt was finally successful. I let the freaking slimy salamander out of my house. Pheewwwww what a relief ! But the suspense did not STOP there. I saw Omot chase that

It's 11.44 p.m. I just got up from my bed, I actually tried to sleep earlier because my mom is not feeling well today at the very first day of school. Monday blues I think but today is Tuesday so maybe her antibody is shocked with the kids and busy schedule after a month oh school holiday. But it obviously didn't work because I'm right here still writing, right? So, I thought about the people who come and go through out my life in 2017.Guess what, I remembered my crush! My longest crush in my WHOLE life (3 MONTHS!), who turned me into a cheesy girl back then. We first met, well not really. Everyone met him since he was one of the committee of Health Awareness Seminar that we (read: six formers) went on what month I can't remember. So he was the photographer during that day. And guess what my bff Mushi somehow managed to get him take a picture of US! I mean Mushi and I not that boy and me. Pfffttt. The 'rumours' I said, spread so fast that the whole cl

On 28th of November, we (our family excluding kakak and abang) went to Lumut, Perak for our short and unplanned (like always) vacation. But on that day, I actually had a History paper for my repeat exam. So, after the smoov and alhamdulillah quite easy one and a half hour, my parents fetched me at school and head to Lumut straight away pheww. One last shot with my girlfriends And this special korean mix java girl Some supportive friends actually came and 'celebrate' us after the exam So, I still wore the same baju kurung, the same kasut sekolah, the same tudung labuh along the way before we stopped at Elmina R&R. Ibu kinda laughed at me and said " Looks like an ustajah is travelling today." *eyes roll up At 7.00 p.m, we FINALLY arrived at our hotel. The long journey made us suffer in the car with non-stop rain and back aches. The condition of the hotel room, is........ pathetic! Abah might choose the cheapest room, I mean it ha

It had been 3 hard weeks with the pressure and stress on us. Alhamdulillah, we finally finished our final exam for STPM last week. A day after, I got sick and here I am now, at home, watching movies and adding on the calories. I suddenly became super emotional. How bad? Like when you were texting with your friend and you thought he/she was yelling at you. For no reason. Like when you are watching a love romance movie (just now), you suddenly cried, remembering about your friendship. For no reason. THAT BAD. Have you ever felt that? How to overcome it? Yes I'm on my period now butttttt. I just cannot accept myself being like this. Hahaha. Am I mentally stressed? Did I? Why should I? Duhhhhhhhh pleeeaseee come up with a solution. p.s my brother just convo in somewhat engineering course. We are SO PROUD of him (!!!)

A few weeks ago, we, Ultra Zenith batch (does it sounds funny?) went to Star Fresh Agropark for our 'Perkampungan Ilmu' or 'Mukhayyam Ilmi' or whatsoever you wanna call it. It was a day we were looking forward after so many hard works before we finally made it happened, alhamdulillah. So went there by a bus as early as 7.00 a.m !! We arrived there less than half an hour later, yup it was only a stone throw away duhh.  Baqi as the Chief Director for this event gave some speech before we started the first session.  We only revised Pengajian Am and Arabic Language to focus on. Some quizzes were held besides tackling the questions technique. We even sang our theme song which was Standing In The Eyes of The World by Ella, well just to make the experience more fun. Everyone enjoyed singing that song even no one hardly knew the lyrics. All the food provided was tip top, I got to say! Asyik and I as the food committee went to check the food before everyone got t